a typical eremiophobic in a foreign land...

Monday, April 30, 2007

this is what i do...

Merancang, menggubal dan melaksanakan dasar-dasar awam mengenai pengurusan sumber tenaga manusia dan organisasi, sumber kewangan, ekonomi, pentadbiran dan pembangunan wilayah/daerah/tempatan/tanah, perancangan dan pentadbiran sosial, hubungan antarabangsa dan hal ehwal luar negeri (termasuk perkhidmatan luar negeri) keselamatan/ketahanan negara serta pengurusan teknologi maklumat.

Monday, April 09, 2007

random thoughts on a holiday and of making babies...

took two days off, yeah, chillaxing...
if you would call a trip to the dentist a 'chill out'
and to unwind at the sounds of 'screeching' metal and jackhammer kind of 'drilling'...
had them polished too.
i was told i have a good set of teeth,
but was caught not wearing my retainer for a good donkey'ears.
some signs of crowding due to the wisdom teeth, lower jaw.
anyways,
a regular once a year check up is good enough for me, said the dentist.
yay!

...

If you love children, start planning!
Make babies before your hit your big 30!
Don't wait. No regrets! :p
Was asked when will the 'big M' be.
Even more surprised, I was advised to start 'planning' if i want babies, children of my own.
A friend had a surgery, removed an ovarian cyst not too long ago.
We talked bout some women had to go through difficulty in trying to conceive their first child in their 30s...
and even miscarriages, stillborn, SID (sudden infant deaths syndrome) etc...
the message she was trying to 'nail' into me- have children while in my 20s!

Wow!
That's like i've gotta get married and start making babies and give birth within the next 3-4 years while working on my Diploma in Public Administration, get confirmed as a civil servant with the service, work on my PTK (Penilaian Tahap Kecekapan), get promoted lest I get 'replaced' and 'labelled' as 'irrelevant', seriously think through if I ever want to go back to school...
Hmm.. picturing myself attending lectures and going to the library working on the dissertation during my 2nd trimester into my pregnancy...

Only a super woman can do that eh!

Dear God,
Make me super. :p *wink*
Amen. Double Amen!

Juz a lil crazy non-work-related post after a long hiatus. Amidst the wackiness of the question posed to me this morning, i think i'll seriously think bout it still... After all, all women do get the sudden pangs of i- want-a-baby-NOW symptoms at least once every while. It's even more so when you've been 'exposed' to babies, and had been given the 'finger grab' by babies... It's like your heart, and maybe womb (ahah!) had been given a lil tug and nudge, unleashing the maternal instincts 'embedded' in every woman...

Celebrating all daughters of Eve...
I love being a woman!











Sunday, April 01, 2007

the wonderful cross, chris tomlin

When I survey the wondrous cross
On which the Prince of Glory died
My richest gain I count but loss
And pour contempt on all my pride

See from his head, his hands, his feet
Sorrow and love flow mingled down
Did ever such love and sorrow meet
Or thorns compose so rich a crown

O the wonderful cross, O the wonderful cross
Bids me come and die and find that I may truly live
O the wonderful cross, O the wonderful cross
All who gather here by grace draw near and bless
Your name

Were the whole realm of nature mine
That were an offering far too small
Love so amazing, so divine
Demands my soul, my life, my all


nobody said it was easy...

it's him...